So my ‘normal’ mood is feeling like utter shit but showing everyone that I’m fine because if I didn’t they would all worry and stuff, so I just smile and pretend like I’m okay. But the past few days my moods have just been more intense with sadness, apart from one episode of manic behaviour last night, that was great while it lasted but you know there’s always going to be that horrible mood after.
I’m sleeping more than usual which sucks, I hate sleeping, I hate the nightmares, but then I also hate being awake, I hate everyday. The same thing, just on a daily/weekly pattern. I should go to the doctors about this but I just can’t bring myself to do it. They wont listen, it wont ever get better. It hasn’t for 5/6 years so what makes me think i’ll ever get help.
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A simple thought came across my mind, while helping my little sister fold some stars; ‘How wonderful this world could become if we were all courageous to reach for our dreams’
Whenever I feel like giving up on something I truly have passionate for, there’s always this little voice that tells me ‘no, don’t give up’
When we walk a path most people won’t, we tend to give up on ourselves, or we might come across our own failures and problems. And that is why its hard for a reason, AND that is why the best things in life are achieved from the struggles we go through.
No matter what, never let go of your dreams, you only have ONE life to live! You’re not here to survive on this planet, but HERE TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE! Believe me, if you trust yourself, you can do it.
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Inspired by nature and its beauty, I thank God for the gift of my eyes. Through the camera lens I shoot what I see and nothing can compare being there and seeing such beauty through ones own eyes. All these photos are in the widget too. I just wanted to compiled them into a page.
Click on the chapters of the Bible to view the larger image.
Now the springs of the deep and the floodgates of the heavens had been closed, and the rain had stopped falling from the sky.
It is the Lord that goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, trustfulness, gentleness ad self-control; no law can touch such things as these.
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